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Sad Update 

On 10-28-2009 5:30am

Natalie passed peacefully to the other side

please help and donate to help cover funeral and other expenses

Im Gonna miss that smile,Im gonna miss you my friend. even though it hurts the way it ended id do it all over again, So play it sweet in heaven as thats right where you wannna be.

As of 1/06-2010

We are still trying to raise what is needed

to those that have helped thank you from my heart.

Help us meet a $10,000 goal if she touched your heart or helped you in anyway help her family. after Natalies benefit we have fallen very short of the goal still need to raise $10,000 we have only made a small portion at this time if you go down to bottom of the page you will find out where you can donate.

  13 months ago on Natalies and my anniversary Natalie was diagnosed with Stage 4 Lung cancer the Battle has been hard she was treated  by the Cancer Treatment Centers Of America. it Hurts  to say that Natalies battle has ended she did not beat the terrible disease she had undergone extensive treatments at a cost that to date is well over 850.000 thousand dollars we did have medical insurance to cover a large portion however when you have cancer you cant get a life insurance policy so you see the funeral costs and all the copays and other things insurance didnt cover from medical copays to special items  so many other  things are still needed to be paid for .

 we are now faced with a terrible feat and asking anyone whom may wish to help offset all the cost incured during this battle and wish to give back to Natalie what she may have given them.She had touched and helped thousands of you . Natalie lost a Daughter in 2005 to leaukemia.

 I love my wife dearly and lost my job taking care of her, her end was peaceful  now the burden of all the cost has been overwheeling . I know many will be shocked to hear of this many will be in tears as I have been and still am.From the day she and I met I stood by her side and when she became ill and I lost my job 13 months ago  I took care of her 24/7 she was my angel I held her hand to the very end and as we arrived at the cemetery I helped to carry her casket to her resting place I can never tell anyone how much she meant to me other than she was my rock and together we were one 2 halfs that made a whole. we did all we could to help others and I hope that all we have helped will in turn return the kindness and help out.

 She passed in her sleep I kissed her at 2 am and told her I loved her and at 520 am I was awoken by the dog and looked over and she had passed. I wish I could have saved her as her spouse it has been devastating especially on our first anniversary is when we were told about her cancer and a year later on our 2nd anniversary we found out that the cancer became very agressive and it would be a matter of time.

I ask you from my heart help me make Natalies wishs come true and help offset the high cost of what this has cost and help the family to come up with the needed funds to pay off Natalies funeral and other expenses incurred. click below to donate any amount you may wish please if you wish to email  my email is on the paranormal page. I Ask you from my heart if Natalie helped you in anyway please help make her wishes come true and help me and Ally get this paid for. Thank all of you whom Natalie has touched and helped. so Please if

you wish to help in any way You can do so by clicking link that says donate below. It will take you to paypal which is secure way to make a payment

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 You can go to any Northwest savings Bank in Pa and donate to the Natalie Hodack Cancer fund

 If you just wish to pay like some by check you can send a check to

Natalie Hodack Cancer Fund C/O

Steve Hodack

Po Box 352

Girard Pa 16417

she leaves behind her husband and 8 year old Daughter along with her older daughter and her grandson and granddaughter her grandson gave Natalie her last big smile she fought hard and did her best . No never existed in her world so lets  raise the funds needed to help Her Husband and 8 year old daughter to pay off the cost .